this weekend was okay.. on friday me brandon anthony (charlie) cristina jess casey tiffany ryan doug erik l erik smith becca nick stephen nd justin all hung out. we went to the skatepark nd all hung out there... it was rainy nd wicked foggy out so me cristona nd becca took off our shirt nd ran around... we hung out there for a while ate nd just chilled then brandon nd i went back cause it was raining a lot, cristina nd ryan were sleeping over so they were gonn a come back to the teen center soon. we got back there nd we were soaked!! so we all dance nd shyt took pictures ate pizza nd fooled around. then we got picked up nd me brandon cristina nd ryan went to my house nd slept in the living room, me nd cristina on the coaches nd ryan nd brandon on the floor hahaha we r so evil. i wqoke up at like 2 in the morning nd everyone was sleeping so i tried waking up brandon to talk, we talked for a while nd then i went on the flood with him nd laid down nd the rest you dont need to know, so lets cut off like 2 or 3 hours of the sleep over hehe, so i tried going back to sleep but he was like come here nd kept hugging me nd holding me.. for some reason he is always cuddly after-- so ne way yea yea all that happend nd the next morning we all woke up nd chilled around the house until we wanted to go out so we went to see the exorsism of emily rose it was an okay movie i guess? FREAKY but just okay. so we saw the movie nd then went to call my mom to pick us up cause brandon had to go to a ccd thing y or something.. no answer. so we kept trying.. no answer. so we called brandons mom nd she like flipped out on brandon came nd picked him up nd we stayed at the mall for like 3 hours trying to get a hold of my parents, eventually we did. before that though we had a few laughs at the mall. nd well that was our weekend, brandon got grounded for something he didn't do.. cause my mom wasn't there to pick us up. w/e she was like on the phone fighting with my sister nd didn't bother to answer the "out of area calls" so brandons mom told her to be more responsible.. stuf!!! nd then like she said (when she was mad) he can't hang out with me or something idk he told me that.

hung out with brandon yesterday it was pretty fun. i was supposed top walk nd meet him at the tc nd we were gonna walk around nd shyt but he walked nd met me half way.. so i was walking with stephen nd justin nd im like is that brandon sitting there? so i ran up there nd was like BRANDON!! so we chilled for a while nd  did someother shit you dont need to know about nd then walked bacc to the tc.. he was throwing bagel into my mouth? lol.. nd then i had to do my  homework so i had him read it to me nd he was like "OKAY, STORY TIME!!!"  wierd.. yet funnii. so yea not much happend this week? meh w/e

oh my fucking god!! yesterday was the best day of my life.. i went to the green day concert with brandon. before it started jimmy eat world played a few songs.. the good ones thank god. then a bunny came out? yea a guy in a pink bunny costume?!?! he was doing these wierd moves.. nd he even did the white boy dance.. he shacked his ass too. we actually had pretty good seats so it was a good show. then green day came on nd i was SCREAMING my head off!!! i don't think i have ever screamed that much in my life. dude they had fire there... like when ever there would be a bang either fireworks or fire shooting up.. i got some awsome pictures of that. then it hit me that i was seeing billie joe?? so i screamed more nd louder. they played mostely merican idiot.. but they played other songs too. they played hitchin a ride nd at the end of the song he stuck his hands down his pants nd was making all these sex noises nd then he said "SOMEBODY FUCK ME!!" sure enough i was like ME ME ME!!!! it was the best ever.  he was like introducing green day, so he introduced everyone nd then he said he was george w. bush nd everyone booed. it was wicked funnii though cause he made a lot of jokes.. he mooned us too. everyone was singing with the songs nd jumping up nd down so i wasn't too embarrassed when i was screaming nd jumping like a wild woman teeheehee* i have never seenbrandon so happy? like he was like yea! yea! nd jumping.. it was a change from him never smiling. i feel bad that he's like that cause like  it's not good to not be posative about things.. like i just want him to be happy nd i hope he is.. you know?!?! ohmygawshness they were awsome (green day). they picked 3 ppl to come up nd play the drumbs, bass, nd the guitar. (they had to actually know how to play though. he wa slike who can play the guita, i like screamed brandon! brandon can! i was like stand on the seat maybe he'll see you.. but no he only picked god damn ppl from the front. he got them all he was like "get ur fucking ass up here!" nd he told likethe story. everyone was cheering when he took a red sox hat nd put it on too. nd when he shouted new england everyone yelled. green day is actually like more awsome than i thought, like they were very energetic, nd they made the crowd VERY happy. it was the happiest night of my life.. like npothing will ever compare to it. i left out a lot cause there was like 15 more pages of this entry nd it's too much to read. the drumber he picked out staged dived it was so fucking cool.. i wish i could do that.. omg!! omg!! he kissed the guitarist he chose!! i was like yea baby! i think brandon was surprised when i was like hopping up nd down?! just a guess cause he was like toni omg!

okay manhunt yesterday was sick! like everyone was there.. i was on the purple team oh yea nd we all had like war paint nd shit it was cool. matt was on the red team so i wanted to get him out hehe but my mom came fucking an hour early! i was like mom i was gonna ride home with matt.. nd she's all nah nah nah!! moms. nd ways susan was on my team nd we had so much fun, i was standing there nd matts like bumping into me on purpose nd pushing me to the ground nd then when he gave me a hand to get up he let go? wtf? then when i gave him a hug he picked me up nd twirrled me?!?! wierd? nd ways kristy did my face paint nd we all started to play, it was like pitch black out.. in the time it took people to get to abigail jimmy mike nd kristy put on a dress? riight lol. ahh i miss brandon.. the only action i have gotten in the time he's been gone is kristy kissing me on the cheek.. actually it was funnii.

ohmigawsh yesterday was wierd.. i stayed home until cheerleading practice.. ugh. nd then went.. after a while i started to not be so ahhhh i hate this place!! nd started to have fun.. i was talking to taylor nd she is wicked nice i didn't know that i thought she was kinda bitchy when i first met her.. oh well now i know different. tina nd kirsten tried to teach me how to do a cartwheel.. ahaha that didn't work out very well.. jess mortel stopped by too, not to see us though.. *tear, tear* me nd tina started butt wrestling?!?! umm yea.... it was fun though everytone was like what the fuck are they doing!! after that i got picked up nd my sister was there too so that was cool.. we went to the mall nd then here i am now!